Thursday, May 8, 2008

And so it begins

I am preparing for the next big adventure in my life. It is literally 25 days away....and although it is a journey I have travelled before this time things will be different. New choices will be made, new places will be seen, who I am will change yet again. I am anxious, nervous, but so excited for this journey....Korea. After reading some of my other blogs I did not think I would ever end up back here...but I have learned from the last trip. I have seen things here in my present life and location that I have a difficult time accepting and fitting into. A mold that struggles to force me to conform to...I cannot do it...I will not do it.

There is peace in and amongst the chaos of being in a foreign country...there are things that I will surely miss her in North America....my family and friends, flavours, good smells, food options, green grass, space, lakes.... but then there are many things I will not miss; driving a car everywhere, the need for "more stuff", working 9-5 (if not more) and still not being able to survive, the idea of knowing that everyday I wake up will be the same as the one that came before it.....

I am not sure what it is that I am seeking exactly, and I am not even sure if I will find it....maybe its me I am searching for.....maybe who I am is out there somewhere....but if I stay here I will never find out....

Wish me luck....!

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