My Apologies....

I am sorry it has been so long since I have written....life has been full of..well life. Just when you think you have sorted out our schedule....something else comes along to mess with it. Things are going so well here. I know I have said this before but it is such a good feeling to finally feel you are where you belong.

My days are pretty full...Monday Wednesday Friday its 6 am Yoga.
730 am workouts every morning
I will be starting my Korean language lessons soon which i am so excited for. I have been studying so hard.....often frustrated but also rewarded as well.

Life here seems to pass by so quickly. It is so hard to believe that I have been here for a month as of tomorrow. This past week has been a strange yet enjoyable one for so many reasons. The weather has been dreary, rainy and cool which makes it difficult for walking and doing everyday things...but yet its somehow peaceful....beautiful...and bright.

I woke up and headed out to yoga at 5:30am....and ended up finding my favourite part of Korea. The early morning sky, the mist, the cool breeze and the peacefulness....the quiet. There were few cars....barely any people and as I rode my bike through the streets with a smile on my face I felt peace. Close your eyes....picture complete silence....feel the sticky yet cool breeze on your skin and listen to this song http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=CoSL_qayMCc&feature=related
I felt as though I was riding along on the set of my own personal movie....I can honestly say that it was one of the best experiences of my life.

I have been moved by a few different songs lately...http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=hOPYKQPZi6k they have reminded me about love, about truth, about deep...aching feeling that moves you to your core. Walking along the streets.....full of so many people....yet somehow alone.....I often times walk with tears in my eyes....thinking about my life....I know I am capable of more feeling.... my hearts reality is only written in ink....or in the heat that courses through my veins.... in the rapid beating of my heat....its in my soul.....its in my dreams....

and every morning...i wake up....rested....peaceful...but still searching....

I couldn't really say it any better that this......

Marketa Irglova - The Hill

Looking up the hill tonight
When you have closed your eyes
I wish I didn't have to make all those mistakes and be wise
Please try to be patient and know that I'm still learning
I'm sorry that you have to see the strength inside me burning

Where are you now, angel now
Don't you see me crying
And I know that you can't do it all
But you can't say your not trying
I'm on my knees in front of him
But he doesn't seem to see me
But all his troubles on his mind is looking right through me
And I'm letting myself down deciding is falling you
And I wished that you could see I have my troubles too

Lookin' at you sleepingI'm with a man I know
I'm sitting here weeping while the hours pass so slow
And I know that in the mornin' I have to let you go
And you'll be just a man once I use to know
For these past few days someone I don't recognize
This isn't all my fault
When will you realize
Lookin' at you leavin'
'I'm looking for a sign